songs of post-apocalypse yearnings:

first they came for the trannies:

tensions growing stronger
when will this come to a head
the more we fight each other
the more they take from us

bury your head in the dirt
it’s all you know how to do
cowardice is your forte
the rest of us will stand and fight

nothing is as it seems:

am i forgetting who i am?
do i even belong here?
i peak into the mirror
i don’t recognize myself

nothing is as it seems
my memories betray me
i’m so lost and alone
i just wanna make it out alive

the days i thought i was happy
were spent just wanting to die

billionaires are destroying the world:

government leaches
begging for more and more handouts
“i need money” they say then take more and more
making money off our blood, sweat and tears

they place the blame on immigration
and continue to destroy our world
point your anger at the top 1%
tear them from their homes bring them to our level

the suffocating pain of nostalgia:

reflecting back was I even happy at all?
these memories
something feels wrong
something feels off
if i could go back would i?

the suffocating pain of nostalgia
i’m dying to be happy again
the suffering pain of nostalgia
i don’t want to be here anymore

alone with my thoughts and memories
i search for the meaning
for anything to remind me
that I use to be happy
but it’s all filled with pain and sorrow

the suffocating pain of nostalgia
i’m dying to be happy again
the suffering pain of nostalgia
i don’t want to be here anymore

these memories
i search for their meaning
in this suffocating pain of nostalgia

escaping my past only for it to catch up to me:

you say i’m not the same as i use to be
and deep down, i know that’s true
my whole history feels like some sort of facade
but we both know, drudging up the past does more harm than good

i was stuck in a prison of myself
screaming to be let free
but nobody heard me

a prayer to god above to save me
but all i got was silence
cut my arms and all they did was blind their eyes
how was i supposed to live when i feel like dying?

abandoned by the ones that love us:

it was the summer of 2007
everything around came crumbling down
and we watched as you bounce from town to town

when you left a piece of me left with you
my heart and soul, left abandoned everything changed

and the home i knew was no more
and the peace i knew was no more

when you left a piece of of me left with you
and the home i knew was no more
when you left a piece of of me left with you
and the peace i knew was no more

2005,
everything was alright
even though another move
everything fell into place
this was where we could call home
then it was the summer of 2007

staring up at the stars:

and when i think i’ve outrun myself
there i am staring back at me
if destiny is already written then why am i wrong?

alone at night
staring up at the stars
i just wanna scream
“god where did this go wrong?
is this the ‘master plan’?
will this be my life forever?”

get me out of here

(she’s my) sterilizer:

with looks to kill
boots to stomp your ass
she’s my Dominatrix

killer of men
protector of women
she’s my lesbian Daddy

kicking ass and taking names
your life is in the palm of her hands
she’s my sterilizer

cursed with good looks
blessed with breaking hearts
she’s my Goddess

ICE Melt (Shine Sun! Shine!) – Single:

Ice Melt (Shine Sun! Shine!):

oh shine sun! shine!
won’t you shine on us now?
ICE needs melting
my neighbors are being abducted
my family murdered
oh what a climate disaster
when the wrong ice is melting
just like the witch of the east

now the fascists run the streets
while good people can’t eat
what good is song
when it won’t change a thing?

we use to throw bricks
but now we use whistles
what good that is against fists
and when we see the last missiles
maybe then, we’ll get it

we use to throw bricks
but now we use whistles
what good is that against fists?
and when we see the last missiles
maybe we’ll get it then
maybe we’ll get it then

oh shine sun! shine!
won’t you shine on us now?